We Don't Live, We Just Survive

Have you ever made a decision and then hated yourself for it after?

Well I did.  About a month ago I told my boyfriend his friend could stay with us.  And his friend kept saying how he cleans up after himself, and "we'll hardly know his is there".  Well that was all lies.  I can admit that I'm not the best housekeeper, but for almost a whole week he was the only one at the house for any substantial amount of time, and did he do anything other than use our internet to watch netflix?  No.  He was the only one eating at the house and he didn't even throw his take-out containers away.  Nor did he do the dishes.  And has he brought any of his shit over? No.  He doesn't even have his own bosy wash or shampoo.  He's been using our stuff, and acting like he's a guest in this house and it's my job to clean up after his lazy ass.  I am not his mother.  It is not my job to clean up after him, supply him with soap, or supply him with food.  He lied sraight to my face, and he's a fucking slob.  And he uses my BOOK shelf to store his deodorant, wallet, and keys...and it's not even in "his" room, it's in my living room.  He moves into my house, and gives attitude when I tell him not to leave the goddamned toilet seat up.  THIS IS MY HOUSE! I was nice enough to let you live here until you could afford your own place, and this is the thanks I get?!? Fuck you.  This is what I get when I'm nice to people.  Well that stops now.

I refuse to continue to be walked on.  I will stand my ground and put my foot down, and his dumb ass out if he continues with this shit.

Pretty postive no one bothered to read this, but I feel marginally better now that that is off my chest.

Ugh.

It sounded like fun.

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The most important man in my life is my Daddy. He may drive me crazy some days, but I don't know where, who or what I'd be right now if it weren't for that man. He does so much for me, I honestly don't think I'd be here at all if I didn't have him.

This is just a little something that bubbled out of depressed little mind. I didn't fix it up or anything, just thought I'd post and see if anyone else felt that way. It has unrequited love poured all over it.

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Yeah, I'm emo like that.

Happy Birthday Hun!!!!

Hope it's wonderful and great and awesome!!







Have some Jensen for your birthday!!
*hugs and smishes*
Love you babe!!

I like to read. One of my favorite things to do is sit down with a nice, hot, delicious cup of coffee and read a good book. It's calming, but yet stimulating. It's the best way to spend a lazy afternoon/evening.

Jeez, it's been forever since I posted anything. But what can you do, when life gets crazy.


So, a couple months ago I got a new tattoo. It's a pretty flower on my calf that my friend drew for me in high school. I love it, and it gives me an excuse to wear dresses lol. I've moved on from my tomboy stage, only not everyone has realized that.






It's pretty, no?






I don't think the picture does it justice, because Evelyn, my tattoo artist, is abso-fucking-lutely amazing. She made this look better than I could ever have imagined it. I love it.


On another note, still an artsy one, my friend thought she'd spruce up my wall a little bit. She drew Hugs.




How much do you love Hugs? I love Hugs hehe.

 
 

I love it!

 
It's so pretty.



It makes me happy. Mad love to Matt Nathanson, that man is amazing.
 

Eeeeee!! Can't wait to chill with my bestie Pauliotito! And Steve ;p
Aww, Coopy. I miss that big mutt, it should be tmorrow already lol.


















Yes, that was necessary.

Happy belated Birthday hun!
Have some pretty boys!













Hope it was good one!
*huggles*

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I like my birth name and all, but if I could change it I would definitely have to change it to Angel. See, in my little group of friends I'm the "Angel", you know, the one who doesn't smoke and all that stuff...and I want to get these really sweet angel wings tattooed on my shoulder blades and I just think it would be sweet if my name was Angel, the icing on the cake if you will, lol.

Except that it's not. :p


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Stolen from rednihilist , because why the hell not?

Post the first lines from your last 20 stories. Do you see a pattern?

Not really, unless Supernatural counts :P 

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Hells yeah I do!!!

My pretty baby's name is Stella.

Lol, I even named by parents' cars and my sister's car. Their names are Rosy, Gary and Silvia. All my friends have named their cars too, it's a thing we do. :P

Stolen from rednihilist , it's fun.

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Cast Your Life!!

Stolen shamelessly from civillove , who did this a looong time ago....

You have to choose the actors who will play:

• Yourself (the main character)
• The True Love
• The "Mistake"
• The True Love's Best Friend
• The Rival
• Mom
• Dad
• Sister/Brother (or both)
• The Best Friends
• The Best Gay Friend
• The Pet
• The City

And now you have to choose your personal sountrack:

• Opening Credits
• Falling in Love
• The Kiss
• Sex
• The Break-up
• The Psychological Breakdown
• The Getting Back Together
• End Credits

 

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Got this from trystan830 

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 4 sentences on your LJ along with these instructions.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag five people.

                         "I couldn't believe what I was hearing! He had grown distant during my pregnancy, but I had related it to his fear and concern over becoming a parent. As I probed him for explanations, he told me he'd had an affair five years earlier and hadn't felt the same about me since. Thinking only of my baby, and wanting so desperately to save my marriage, I told him I could forgive him for anything and that I wanted to work things out."
                                                       ~Chicken Soup for the Woman's Soul~

I feel the need to mention that this is not my book, it's my mom's and I was just too lazy to go to my room and grab one of my own books. I'm lazy like that.

I tag anyone who wants to do this.

Happy Birthday Civillove!!!!!!!





Hope it's a good one!!
*hugs*

I may have stolen this from shanachie_quill

You can learn a lot about someone by the music they listen to. So here's the game! Hit shuffle on your iPod/iTunes or mp3 player and write down the first 25 songs. No cheating or skipping songs that are shameful. That is the fun! Then tag your friends.

1. Wasted Jamie - Steve Carlson
2. Dark Blue Fear - Social Code
3. Stay - Sugarland
4. Alberta Bound - Paul Brandt
5. Middle America - Kane
6. Every Mile a Memory - Dierks Bentley
7. A Woman's Love - Alan Jackson
8. Saturday - The Rocket Summer
9. Desperately Wanting - Better Than Ezra
10. Ready, Set, Go - Tokio Hotel
11. All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) - Bullet For My Valentine
12. Never Knew - The Rocket Summer
13. That's What You Get - Paramore
14. Still the One - Kansas
15. More Than I Deserve - Kane
16. Right in Front of You - Christian Kane
17. Do You Feel - The Rocket Summer
18. Rum is for Drinking, Not Burning - Senses Fail
19. Carry Me Down - Demon Hunter
20. All That I Ever Wanted - Steve Carlson
21. Tequila Makes Her Clothes Fall Off - Joe Nichols
22. Don't Talk to Strangers - Hedley
23. Tell Me Something Good - The Rocket Summer
24. Please Don't Stop the Music - Rihanna
25. Waiting - The Rocket Summer

I'm too good to tag people so......

I've seen all over the place lately, and finally decided I'd jack it from shanachie_quill .

List all of the television shows you have on DVD, no matter how obscure or embarrassing. Even if you only own one season, list it.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer Seasons 1-5
Angel Seasons 1-5
Supernatural Seasons 1-current
Due South Seasons 1 and 2
Bewitched Season 1
Leverage Seasons 1 and 2
Queer as Folk Season 1
Glee Season 1
Rescue 77 Season 1
Bones Seasons 1-current
Gilmore Girls Season 1
Dark Angel Seasons 1 and 2
21 Jump Street Seasons 1-4
One Tree Hill Season 1
Birds of Prey Season 1

That's all of them, for now.

 

Got this from loupiotte  and thought it sounded fun.

Bold the guys you'd definitely sex it up with.
Italicize the guys you might do after a little persuasion.
Leave alone the guys who don't do anything for you.
Strike the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
Question-mark the guys you don't know, or Google them.
Add three guys to the list.

01. Russell Howard
02. Criss Angel
03. Robert Pattinson
04. Jeffrey Dean Morgan
05. Hugh Jackman
06. Brad Pitt
07. Jared Padalecki
08. Taylor Lautner
09. Jackson Rathbone
10. Robert Downey Jr.
11. Jared Leto
12. Adam Gontier
13. Christian Kane
14. Michael Welch
15. Jensen Ackles
16. Michael Shanks
17. Misha Collins
18. Ryan Reynolds
19. Andrew Lee Potts
20. Lee Pace
21. David Tennant
22. John Krasinski
23. Rupert Grint
24. Justin Chambers
25. Ed Helms
26. Patrick Dempsey
27. Johnny Depp
28. Bradley Whitford
29. Paul Rudd
30. Cory Monteith
31. Dominic Monaghan
32. Zachary Quinto
33. Jon Hamm
34. Josh Holloway
35. Joseph Gordon-Levitt
36. Taye Diggs
37. Allan Hyde
38. Hadley Klein
39. Alexander Skarsgard
40. Sam Worthingt
41. David Boreanaz
42. Sam Trammell
43. Ryan Kwanten
44. Neil Patrick Harris
45. Adam Lambert
46. Michael C. Hall
47. Matthew Morrison
48. Chace Crawford
49. Robert Carlyle
50. Milo Ventimiglia
51. Chris Pine
52. Tom Cruise
53. Joshua Jackson
54. Ewan McGregor
55. Robbie Williams
56. Oguri Shun
57. Orlando Bloom
58. Zachary Levi
59: Raza Jaffrey
60. James Murray
61. Jonas Armstrong
62. Logan Lerman
63. Karl Urban
64. Arthur Sturridge
65. Henry Cavill
66. James McAvoy
67. Matthew Perry
68. Lucas Till
69. Ben Whishaw
70. Tom Sturridge
71. Michael Cera
72. Matthew Gray Gubler
73.Ian Somerhalder
74. Paul Walker
75. David Beckham
76. Jason Segel
77. Matt Smith
78. Jude Law
79. Michael Vartan
80. Alex Pettyfer
81. Jonathan Rhys Meyers
82. Eli Roth
83. Jim Sturgess
84. Ryan Gosling
85. Jared Followill
86. Hugh Dancy
87. Paul Wesley
88. Zac Efron
89. Bradley Cooper
90. Jesse Eisenberg
91. Jason Dohring
92. Michael Angarano
93. Xavier Samuel
94. Jim Parsons
95. Hunter Parrish
96. Nathan Followill
97. Tre Cool
98. Dominic Cooper
99. Steven Strait
100. Channing Tatum
101. Stuart Townsend
102. Caleb Followill
103. Adam Gregory
104. Ben Barnes
105. Vin Disel
106. Sebastian Stan
107. James Marsden
108. Bradley James
109. Taylor Kistch
110. Ed Westwick
111. Matt Dallas
112. Kiefer Sutherland
113. Josh Duhamel
114. Mark Salling
115. Kevin McHale
115. Shia LaBeouf
116. Jack O' Connell
117. Brody Jenner
118. Christoph Waltz
119. Daniel Bruhl
120. Alexander Kapranos
121. Nicholas McCarthy
122. James Franco
123. Bret McKenzie
124. Christian Bale
125. David Desrosiers
126. Gaspard Ulliel
 

and CORY FUCKING MONTIETH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



This kid? This kid is AMAZING!! He's hot, talented and CANADIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He grew up, like, two provinces away from me, I'VE BEEN TO HIS HOMETOWN/CITY!!!!!!!!!! I know people who live there!

I love Glee, and Cory!
*smishes his adorable face*

Oooh, ooh, ooh, did I mention he's tall? Because he is, he's like 6' 3". He's almost as tall as Jared Padalecki, and HE'S BEEN ON SUPERNATURAL!!! He played Gary in Wendigo!!

Join me in squeeing, won't you? *flails and bounces*

In memory of family and friends who have lost the battle with cancer; and in support of the ones who continue to conquer it! Post this on your LJ if you know someone who has or had cancer. 93% won't copy and paste this. Will you?

So....got this from rednihilist and thought it was cool.

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